And how strange was that? No emotions in that last post. My days have been grievous. Tears spill out of my eyes without provocation.
She took all the answers with her and left me with all the questions.
I hoped I'd find answers in her house when we cleaned it out. But I didn't. There are photos and there are letters. What was I hoping for? Some blatant, neon-sign-like thing that would answer all my questions? Silly Labyrinth. Of course there wouldn't be anything.
Is that because she destroyed the evidence? Or because there wasn't any to begin with?
Now there is no one I can ask.
And I feel cheated.
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6 years ago
5 comments:
our mum died the same way suddenly and left us with more questions than answers but over time you do get teh answers be pateint for it is a long journey and it took us a year bvefroe we cried over her death.
Please see
http://lifespacings.blogspot.com/2008/09/truth-about-what-really-went-on-that.html
Thank you JIP. I haven't cried yet. I do appreciate your kind words.
I am so sorry to hear about your mothers passing. Mine also died suddenly and i was unable to say goodbye. I was unable to cry for her passing for so long. Everyone has there own healing time.
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Blessings sent your way.
our guess would be any evidence was destroyed but we also believe you should respect your memories, you already know the truth, maybe not all of it but enough to know you are who you say you are and you went through what you went through. trust yourself.
peace and blessings
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Thanks, JIP. I think any evidence would've been destroyed too. And I wasn't even there for the final clean up. I will have to be content with no validation... except from the inside.
Thanks Tracy.. I'm glad for your comment. I haven't been able to cry yet.
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